Dear Dawn by Aileen Wuornos

Author:Aileen Wuornos
Language: eng
Format: epub
ISBN: 9781593764593
Publisher: Counterpoint Press
Published: 2018-05-15T16:00:00+00:00

11-27-96

Dear Dawn,

. . . Man Dawn, what Barry did to Keith. Had I of ever known this – I believe a barrel of a gun would of stared in his face before Mallory anyday! I hated him before you ran me down on all this info – But surely you could imagine how much NOW. I’d reload and reload on his scummy fuckin ass . . .

. . . Now some 3 days (before [Keith] died) I had hitched off the road of my wandering around the US. / to see Lori ... she picked me up and began telling me about Keith. How bad off he was and that he’s at Barrys now., could die any day ... had I only known / I would of tricked in troy got a place and stayed with Keith as long as I could. I just never knew.!

. . . I asked for a flick of Keith . . . So I grabbed it . . . knelt down and began to pray – asking God to end his life, so that this tormented state he was in would end . . . Never let up on the tears. Couldn’t, loved Keith to the max.

The next day at noon, Lori came home from work. she said. Keith died this morning ... I was shocked . . . Needless to say “I strongly feel” my prayers on him were answered . . . During the funneral I remember you there. I also remember how Lori, Erv,154 Barry and Diane (our so called cough cough ... real biological mother we never really knew) all looked at me in utter discust when I began loosing it in tears . . .

Amazing! Here was my real blood brother, nobody else’s Real blood brother ... And them at the funneral lookin at me as if I was crazy. Man. FUCK YOU.!

. . . Picked up Keiths ashes, and some stuff he left behind . . .

I then drove down to Florida and spread his ashes in the gulf of Mexico. Looking through his stuff I found a Bible. In it was Two dobbie brother tickets . . . And also a pamphlet on Jesus and if you believe in him sign here. His name was there. So cool. So precious. Around a year later., the song Jesus is just alright with me was playin on the radio, as I mentioned to someone how much I liked the song – but dont have any idea who sings it. Then I was told the Dobbie Brothers. I went What – huh – Man alive – that’s probably why Keith left the dobbie bro. tickets in the Bible! It blew me away. Keith, he was so smart and soooo coool. Good thinking bro. God I loved him . . .

Well, got to close Buddy. So more to come.! . . .

Until the next flight in,

Love

Aileen

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